Im in one of those moods....

slightly medicated, mind empty, and the night is dark. I dont know what Im doing right now.....everything feels surreal.

Wether the meds/suppliments are to blame I dont know, but its freaky.

Mirror on the car is fixed. brkaes and tires left to go. Im looking at $440 for brakes, and $4-500 for replacement tires. Why so expensive? You get what you pay for. And I dont buy crap. If its My safety Im paying for, I buy what I think the best I can afford is.

Today was an odd day. Day three of a extended weekend, and Im left with a head full of shit. I cant focus. Nothing is clear. And yes Im still pissed about it.

Life is questionable with no one to share it with. I measure My victories in the approval of others. Despite My feeling of satisfaction of a job well done, many of us still look for others to agree. I dont get that much.......and Im feeling needy at the moment.