to not want to send My car off the road at 120mph......

to anyone who knows the real Me.....this is the time to worry....

I dont know what Im going to do.....

And Im sorry.

Im my own worst enemy, and when I fell like this I attack myself......and cutting wont do.

God I wish I knew what the fuck was going on.

I never had closure....

it was always ripped from me....

thats how i feel......ripped....

and I do want it to stop.....