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Rachel - 2006-10-05 02:56:47
There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, Patrick.. You're having a hard time and the way that you feel and the fact that everything seems so empty, is normal. I know that it doesn't feel like it, but it is.. And things will get better. I promise. There are people who love and care about you very deeply and who would do anything and everything for you. I am one of them. You've made my life so much better, just by having you to talk to. I love you with all of my heart and care about you more than anything in the world and if you need anything at all.. Don't be afraid to ask. Even if you just need me to listen, or if you don't want to talk but want someone on the other end of the phone... Give me a call, any time. I want nothing more than to hold you and be there for you, nothing more in the world and I hate that I can't be... But I will be here in any way that I can. Don't be ashamed to ask if you need anything. And I know that everyone says this to people who are having a hard time but it's true.. Things WILL get better. No matter how hard they are... You'll never forget what has happened, no matter what anyone says, but it'll get easier. I promise you it will.
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berkinix - 2006-10-05 10:56:09
Try cookies and milk. I know, I know, it sounds stupid, but it always makes me feel a bit better. Granted, it won't make your problems go away, but if you try and solve things the way a child would, problems start to seem trivial after awhile. That's the best advice I can give you anyway, having gone through similar emotions myself. That, and get out of your house, man! Four days caged inside four walls will only magnify your miserable feeling. Go take a walk. Shoo!
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beth - 2006-10-06 13:06:01
I always went for a drive, when I could afford the gas, driving until I felt better, sometimes taking four or more hours, usually ending up somewhere familiar to me, but where no one would recognize me, by the lake.. then I would park my car at the end of a road.. look out across the lake for a while.. sitting in my car and listening to music.. or just the sound of the lake.. and closing my eyes with the sun on my face. If I didnt have the gas, I would just walk until I found a quiet park with little to no humans disturbing it (but me of course) and Id lay on the grass with the sun on my face. Sometimes crying until I couldnt cry anymore, but still the sun's warmth was still there..
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