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Officehours - 2006-05-26 13:38:29
Could it have been a panic attack?
Those feel like heart attacks. Believe me.
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Officehours II - The Return of Officehours - 2006-05-26 13:43:59
Perhaps it is best if you keep quiet for now. If heart problems are an automatic disqualification...you don't want to put that into the heads of the medical staff if it was nothing more than a panic attack or indigestion.

To lose all you had worked for over a mistake.

If there is another episode, by all means, go to the doc. At that point, you really need to start worrying.

Just my 2 cents.
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nicole - 2006-05-26 15:27:34
Patrick, Firstly, you should never measure your value by any one thing. Whatver it may be- a disease, a characteristic- you decide whether or not it defines you. You are no more a ticking time bomb than anyone else. You're just afraid. And that's okay. Anyone would be afraid in your situation. You've got a lot to lose. That alone should prove to you that you're not worthless. If I were you, I couldn't sleep at night not knowing what was wrong with me. I'd suggest you swallow your fear and at least get a couple of professional opinions. It's better than just making an assumption. And living life feeling like you aren't worth spending time with because you're going to die--that's silly. If we all thought that way, we'd all be alone. *HUGS* ya big lug.
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Aza - 2006-05-26 18:39:56
i agree; what you were experiencing does sound as though it could have been an anxiety attack, especially given the circumstances. however, i suppose it's ultimately up to you. i mean, you know your body better than anyone, right? just take care and if it gets any worse, you should seek medical advice. best of luck, ghost.
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