Comments:

Tara - 2004-12-19 01:18:23
Ghost, I am so sorry this crap had to happen to you... I know how it feels when everything sucks and you're seemingly drowning, and there is no one in sight to help save you. I wish I had something useful to say, but let's fucking face it, these words are hollow. But the wish is there... it's always been there... you deserve happiness whether or not you believe it, Ghost. Please don't forget that. *hugs* T.
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Shannon - 2004-12-19 02:13:27
Ghost...look I know nothing I could say would help but I just want you to know that I myself am struggling with reasons to stay alive anymore and if you want please contact me...my email is [email protected] if you ever need someone to vent to...if not I wish you luck
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Liz - 2004-12-19 04:33:15
Ghost, i know no matter wat anyone says will change how ur feeling but please know there are people that care about u even if its just us three, we care about u and just like shannon i know wat its like i have expricenced it and one of my friends died becoz of it. I would do anyhting to haev them back again, no amount of words would do that, so please dont make someone else go thru that, the void can not be filled and no matter how much u think u dont matter u matter to someone out there. some one is counting on u to wake up tomorrow and some one will be grateful and thantkful that u did, even if its just me so i can read u diary evryday. please remember that there are people that need u and care about u *big hug* liz P.S like shannon if u ever need someone even if its just too abuse....im here [email protected]
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Annabelle - 2004-12-19 10:09:14
Ghost,*shudders* ( I still don't like calling you that.) I do not know if you will believe me, but I was worried that something had happened to you all day yesterday I was afraid that you were hurt, then when you tell me this, and I feel so bad.I have been up all night in tears, worried about you. Please don't do anything drastic, I am begging you. I don't think I could bear to loose you. We will figure something out. Fate is so horrible. I am sorry, why did everything have to happen now, at once. I almot feel that ,my bad luck has transferred to you. I feel so awful. Please forgive me. I will figure something out. please, let me help, we will talk. And darling, it is okay to cry. Love always, Annabelle.
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Earthchild44 - 2004-12-19 11:34:55
I'm at a loss for words, Ghost. That's a horrible thing to do to you, and I'm so sorry it had to happen. I wish there was a way I could help. And I hope you listen to all these people who care about you. As hard as it may be, do your best to see some sort of silver lining in these dark clouds. Something has to go right for you. You deserve better. Best wishes and lots of love. Hang in there.
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luci - 2004-12-19 14:32:39
there were times when i didn't think that i was going to make it through the night. many times. too many to count. i don't like to admit it but sometimes i did wish that was going to be it. i hoped that i wasnt going to make it though the night. i just would feel so miserable that i didn't care anymore. then when you told me that you wanted me around longer, i realized that i could have this a whole lot worse. thank you!
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Charming Girl - 2004-12-19 15:39:48
Life is shitty. It's worse when you have a little one to feed when you can't even feed yourself. It will all pass, what I had to do was ask my grandmother for 1200 for to go bankrupt. Now that i have shitty credit for 7 years my bills are lower but I still can't afford to eat. All month i've been starving but thanks to my mom she gave me half of my rent money, since my ex-husband didn't pay child support. If things get worse for you, your welcome to stay with me. Keep on plugging away at it. It will get better. Just budget budget budget!!! You will get through even if you have nothing else. ALWAYS make sure your have a roof over your head. Oh, Merry Christmas, from one lost soul to another.
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