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anotherwish - 2004-03-18 02:28:18
ive had a bad day, in fact i have had the worst day ive had in quite a while. So the dead horse that we have both been beating for quite a while seemed a timely reminder to slug myself out of the lonely little hole i had been hiding in for the past 24 hours.
For every person that we come into contact with, physically, through words, spiritually, mentally, we leave a mark on them. An undeniable mark on their lives that they cannot erase, for as much as we wish to at times, we cannot go back and erase moments and events. So for every person that we come into contact to day after day, night in night out, we touch their lives, we leave our mark, our branding of who we are and a reflection of our hearts. Not many people will ever change this world that we live in, but i know i am changing worlds in the lives of my friends and the people i come into contact with. Everybody is. I am a history maker in the life of somebody somewhere and more likely than not i will never know who or how or why.
Why be afraid to try if, when you do try, even if by the worlds standards you fail, you have still gotten farther than you ever have before - why do we as a society see such a problem with that?!
We aren't meant to know our purpose our destiny the right thing to do or say every time. That would get boring and normal. And i have glady given up the right for me to be either or both of those ever again.
Love makes the world go round, literally it is the reason i am here, the passion and quest for such which keeps us all going. Every single part of us is driven by such no matter how much we like to deny the fact.
I know i am rambling, and preaching and essay writing.
Basically i respect you. I get what you write.. i agree with most things you write, and i think you have a real knack for reaching into the hearts of people, for inspiring and encouraging people, of working out how to get your message accross so it spears straight through and dwells there. You have so much potential, so much to give. You are not as dark as the image you wish to portray.
You are changing the thoughts and perceptions of people you write to. You don't know it, you dont see it, you don't know why. And perhaps you are not meant to.
You are changing peoples worlds.
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Ghost - 2004-03-18 07:52:04
I am a walking condradiction sometimes. I dont seem dark until somone looks at Me the wrong way and I feel the urde to snap their fingers. Or some random vision of someone fills My head with inpure ideas and all I can do is chuckle. I dont discuss the illness I consider sadism to be here. If all I worte of was violence, it would seem all I thought of was violence. But I dont, thankfully...so I do write what I feel here. Luckily I am full of amny things, many sources I can draw from. So I can be the immovable rock, supportive, when times are tough because Im a force of nature baby when Im pissed. Then there is the side I dont always shopw people EVERYDAY. No one outside of online reads this diary. I couldnt face those people knowing they have read any of this. There are guys at wrok, who have seen me in all forms. They still fear me even though I consider them friends. Ive come to expect this, and now I simply embrace it. Fear is a tool when properly used. And My parents are sure thankful that tool is used with common sense, and not like some idiot shooting people from overpasses. And I am a blond.....beware world.....
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Perfectbone - 2004-03-18 09:14:02
You inspire me.
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anotherwish - 2004-03-18 19:08:27
congrats youre human! (im at work and going a little insane forgive the lack of decent response) i think if anybody outside of here read my diary i would.. ok i dont know what i would do.. and i can pretty much say thats true for 90% of the people on here.. but anyway.. look 4ward 2ur next entry you intruige me and thats unusual.
im going back to my jellybeans now :P
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berta - 2004-03-18 19:22:06
You are an amazing person. I just want to say I love what you write; you express yourself in a way I have never seen anyone do before. I wish you love (better than luck, eh?)
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lostmystic - 2004-03-19 13:37:59
i absolutely adore you! i dreamed of you the other night and woke with a smile on my face.
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Patti - 2004-03-23 22:26:40
AgainI read with Awe, ...Thank you for nsharing your thoughts....I am only able to share my craziness...which are my thoughts
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