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only me - 2004-03-03 16:42:50
there's the ghost i've come to admire. i know this is just a place to vent, and the reason for my last note was in off chance you truly needed to know someone was indeed listening. i'm sure our battles with life are very different, but i know what it's like to feel alone, to not have closure, and to have the need to be noticed (in a good way). those silver linings are out there somewhere....you never know, we just may find them one day.
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PenguinColor - 2004-03-04 07:55:59
you won't find reference to this in my diary, but I spent a week in a mental hospital earlier this year. It scared the shit out of me when the counseling center (at my college) said I had two choices, I commit myself or they commit me. It was the best choice I have ever made. I don't know if you have ever been in a psych ward before, but it saved my life. I used to drive home and seriously consider flooring it at a bridge with a turn. Once I was at college I cut myself every day for a week. The psych ward saved me from doing something tragic. Pleas e-mail me. I won't say it is the best place for everyone and it will fix all your problems, but I will say it can help a lot. Even if you feel better now, it doesn't mean next time you will be able to get out of it.
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