powered by SignMyGuestbook.com

Jane Doe183 - 05/01/2012

March 14th - 04/20/2012

coming back....soon - 2012-02-02

Sickly - 2011-09-28

big changes - 2011-04-14

Get your own
 diary at DiaryLand.com! contact me older entries

5:20 p.m. - 2009-11-10

I know its been a lil while since I wrote anything, But that was purely by design.

If I wrote everything I would repeat myself alot, which would be embarrassing.

Tomorrow is Veterans day. A sad one to be sure, by the heartless act of one scumbag in Ft Hood. Its one thing to die in combat, completely another to be slain by someone you are supposed to trust. In your homeland. No punishment is good enough for a traitor.

Today is the Marine Corp birthday. I wont embarrass myself by trying to remember how old it is. But suffice to say the Marine Corp doesnt have to be carded for alcohol. There will be alot of drunk Marines the world over. Traditionally every Marine regardless of location is given two very special meals on the celebration of the birth of this great institution. A warriors breakfast. Steak and eggs. And the best is dinner, Steak and Lobster. It is shipped overseas, in the field, and on board ships the world over, regardless of locale. Each Marine is honored by their service to a greatful nation, and we remember those who came before us, and those who have sacrificed their lives. The Marine Corp ball is the biggest party of the year. No expense is spared. And the hangovers will be great, but well deserved. Semper Fi.

I think I have phobias. I have to, which would explain why I do some of the things I do.

To be specific, relationships. WHy I am unable to cope with getting close to people. I purposely push nice people away from me, for a variety of reasons I am too ashamed to mention.

But alas, it troubles me. How many missed opportunities did I lose just for being afraid. Maybe Im not good at making decisions. Or just the important ones.

Holidays rapidly approach. Darker days, longer nights. Lots of unknowns.

Porn is safer then sex with strangers. But doesnt replace a human being touching you.

Porn ftw! o/ o_o

0 people who actually read this crap

previous - next

This site is certified 100% EVIL by the Gematriculator

about me - read my profile! read other Diar
yLand diaries! recommend my diary to a friend! Get
 your own fun + free diary at DiaryLand.com!

BroadWave Streaming Audio Server by NCH Software.