It will be three years. My heart has kept her scared for three years.

Tonight I struck up the courage to ask her some questions, I had been afraid to ask. Somehow a weakness would be revealed if i did. It would push her away from me further than it ever had been before.

I asked, if she felt guilty when I told her I loved her.

Her answer made my stomach twist.

No wrong has been commited. I know damn well even asking only pushed her further into the shell she has had for years. Asking in my mind only made the future look bleak.

Why did I have to let my dreams.......I cant even finish the thought...