One might provide the other wouldnt it?

I tried to have one of my slogans inscribed on a shirt but they were unable to process the font to a black background to make my wishes reality. With all the technology we possess we still cant get a tshirt right.

I am not worried about my exam tomorrow. Pretty straight forward bookwork. This week consisted of various movies and about 30 pages of hand written notes. In actuality not too bad, mainly hazardous work enviorment stuff. Decontaminate this, dont step there, scream for help if you start glowing in the dark yadda -yadda -yadda...

The revelation that we have several hard core heroin addicts in school has seen light. Shooting up in the bathrooms. Trips to Camden with binge-ing all weekend in various motel rooms. Definately the type of people I want tending me and running my chamber treatments.....

Why is it that people tell me to show confidence, immediately after I vednt to them how stressed I am over certain things? It isnt like I am falling apart at the seams, but at the same time I need to share things with people to get feedback. So, this being true if i denied anything was bothering me.....is that confidence or just denial? I cant be the only one unhappy....

My meditation sessions have been going well. You'd be hard pressed to think I was using porn in such a fruitful, and unique fashion. Not to mention all the lotion is making my hands really soft.

It might help if I had some rational way of thinking about reasonable goals. More accurately reasonable expectations from others. Mainly because I put so much emphasis on others without their knowledge I am often dissapointed when things dont go to plan. Only my fault when they dont know they were being counted on you know?

The vague nature of the sentences is done on purpose. Beating around the bush is a old pastime when I want to say something, but am chickening out when it comes to typing it. The same can be said for open discussions I am far to embarrassed to bring up in open conversation.

I can be bashful, AND brutal all at once. Just dont ask me to demonstrate.