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4:42 p.m. - 2006-08-14

Infrequent brain farts still smell.

Library computers are behaving themselves. But not the little snot nosed kid staring at me as I type.

Horomone levels are way up, and Im constantly readjusting my groin all day. Proper maintenance cant take place until I get home again.

Five weeks. My roomates will have their final exam next week. I leave in five weeks. I dont feel any more prepared then I did on day one.

This is one of those moments where I have alot to say but fail in bringing said thoughts to the surface. Writers block, or is it misdirection. Not knowing where to start, or to make it sound half interesting.

If I take a job anywhere other then the west coast, will she lose interest in me? (big....big...worry.)

Will I see my family more than sporadically if I move away from NY? (not as big a worry, due to military experience)

Will it be worth it to move away from home, and not on the west coast? (worst of both scenarios)

But do I follow the money or my heart?

Its like chosing between friends, I cant seem to do it. Even though thats what I have to do ultimately.

I thought about writing books. Various subjects. Would anyone "get them" but me? Is it even worth the effort? Personally I dont think I would be good enough and My attention span when writing is short. Just because something has to be said doesnt mean I wont be lazy and keep the secrets to the universe to my little ol' self.

*giggles* I said little.

Shut it.

Sex on the brain.

Ive heard of places where girls just drape themselves over men like mink stoles. Wishful thinking, and impractical.

This is why the porn industry will never die.

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