Maybe I am just too cued in on other peoples meanderings than My own shit. Maybe, I need reassurance of things I have no reason to fear. Maybe, I need to get on with things...

I hate having that twisted sharp knot of doubt in the head. The one which winds its way through every innocent thought you have. Where you second guess things people you trust, and care for tell you. No they must be lying, because I feel this way.

Pretty selfish.

There was a message on the answering machine from a commercial diving school. I havent returned the call until I know more about My health. I am eating good, taking new vitamins and delving into the health food kingdom with renewed flourish.