Im digging through all My crap ripped from drawers, boxes and hidden storage areas. Im wading in a sea of belongings, which need a new home. Circular file, or bozes and away for the next moment I feel like ripping shit apart.

There is major pressure behind My eyes, and a pain which will not go away. Maybe its the heat, maybe its My eyes straining in dim light.

Im in a hell like state of procrastination. Shits everywhere, I cant even lay down cuz the bed is covered in clothes. Nor can I just leave it all like this cuz it will be forever and a day till I can fix everything. Im in that hate to move sort of mood. Boredom abounds, and doing anything remotely interesting seems like a dream.

Crap, crap, crap...