A vacuum (sp?)

A Hoover windtunnel with rotating floor attachment. (oooh's and aaah's) 12 Amps. Hepa filtration, dirt sensorthingies........lots of parts and Im just really wondering how good does it suck, you know?

Current events in the news:

N Korea has nukes and is playing a game of chicken. How touching.

$21 million dollars on a "gate" art project in NYC which will be on display only for a few weeks and it took 2 decades. o_o wtf people...

M Jackson is broke...... spent the money on kiddie porn, and not traditional hookers. You gambled, and lost Mikey....

The flu isnt done with me yet as I was so tired and fatigued today I had trouble staying awake.

Do I have any plans for tomorrow? Yes. Work. I did buy two small bags of those sugar hearts with stupid writing on them, as a weak attempt to be funny, and playful but I kept the damn bag in My pocket out of shame anyway.

Even if I were interested in someone I saw, Im too chicken to ask anyone out anyway. Always have been, always will be.

I do remember once long ago in class like back in second grade the girls and boys were forced to give valentines. The class made variety. Even then I recived few. And the ones I did were obviously by sheer numbers. I was destined to get one. This is depressing.

Things arent going particularly well for me lately. I am trying to keep a positive outlook. But it can be difficult to do. Things usually dont go My way.

Im watching that "extreme makeover home edition" and Im watching people who, though down on their luck dont even come close to what I went through. Im happy for them, but Im bitter. Ive told tales of My homelessness. The shame. The nights in a motel room. Living in a car. "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" they say. It causes scars. Invisible scars. Trauma. It hurts so much remembering.......

Im going to go now. And test the new vacuum out on My wee-wee. (maybe not, but sounded good)