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2:35 p.m. - 2004-12-03 Today doesnt exsit in My world when Im still living in yesterday..I just got home. I didnt get to bed last night, I didnt even come home. I worked a "triple" shift. My regular shift went till 4pm. I did a "special" which took a few hours....then it was off to the main depot for a currency exchange/pickup. I was following the trailer in My car until 2am this morning. I was so delierious with sleep that I almost had a dozen accidents on the highway. I literally had tears forming to wash out the sleep. When we arrived (safely) to the barn, I parked My car and passed out. They knocked on My glass a few times to see if I was alright. I didnt "wake" till 8am this morning. Six hours of broken images, and cars flashing by at night. It was a cold night too. I shivered and I rolled My eyes back many times trying to fight for sanity. I know if I had tried to drive home I would have died. It wasnt even sleep. It was the body desperately trying to rest. I didnt dream. I feel hung over, and Im exhausted. I couldnt even go home, I still had to cash My check, pay some bills, get work done to the car and a haircut. And what a interesting cut it was. Like days long past I now have My old golden shimmer. Ghost, is a real blond again. A nice rich blonde too. Soon after the cut I "borrowed" some gel and spiked it was. The hair shone in the sun and it felt wierd, but really exciting to have it. people will freak when they see it. Its that drastic. And I think Im going to keep it for a while. Web cam is shitting on me so no pics. its wicked though.... Im the biggest reality check money cant buy.... My head is pounding, My nerves are shot to hell. Yes it was payday, but you know I wasnt the one getting paid. Ive taken it in the ass (by life) so many times......I dont even feel it anymore. Know what I mean? No? Fuck you. Fear tastes like chicken. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................
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