Its been nearly a month now. Ive not heard your voice in more time than I care to think about. Part of Me knows Im not forgotten. But I am out of mind. I see the distance being placed from Me. And I know the reasons for it.

I know how I feel about whats been happening. Im not used to the silence. Not knowing. Its been a long time since you came to Me, to talk when you were feeling down. I havent gone anywhere. And My services are still free....

Everyday hurts.

Music has lost its appeal.

Tonight I went to a coworkers Bday dinner. I didnt say much the whole time. And Im still tired. Need to be at work early tomorrow. But I had a really productive day otherwise. Had a new guy in My department, and I was showing him the ropes as it were. There will be a second newbie tomorrow morning for me to train. The diffrence is everyone seems to hate the one I will be dealing with tomorrow. He mouths off at me Im bonking him with a dumbell.